I’m not going to lie. I’ve been avoiding this post.
Most of the time I feel like I’m lost; that nothing is going right. Some days are good, while others are bad. Here are some of the things that have been going on:
I failed basically all my exams, well like 2 or 3. But they didn’t have much of an impact on my grades. I feel like I’m just becoming very lazy with my schoolwork. But I need to stop that.
My love life isn’t really going anywhere. Things with Derek haven’t anything nice. I don’t try anymore because what’s the point? Austin and I hungout on Monday. We had sex and watched Ted. I’m so disappointed in myself. Next time there will be no sex. I thought maybe I Jake and I could be a thing, but turns out he likes sammy.
I got accepted into Madison. There was no feeling greater than seeing “Congratulations! You’ve been accepted into UW-Madison”. As soon as I saw that…my eyes just started tearing up. I can’t believe it. I did it. I have a full ride pretty much. All I have to pay for is rooming but since I’m applying to financial aid, I won’t have to pay much at all.
Thursday is my last day at work. I’m actually really excited. Now I can focus on school and getting ready for track.
I have almost 900 dollars in the bank.
I’m so sexually deprived. I’m looking for romance and love.